rest,sleep
this is what I need
but i cant turn my eyes from what I see
cant close my ears to your plea
why do you love me
why do i flee
what is it
what is there
what always has me running scared
whats inside
that makes me hide
hide from you
hide from the world
pretending im fine
while i die inside
my mask and i colide
the dust setles
i survive
so why do i feel so lost
what does the truth cost
im akward and afraid
i care to much
to leave and say good bye
so again i lie
i say i love you too
i rip myself apart for you
what did i do
what did i gain
nothing but pain
hurt through and through
for me and you
i built your hopes up
only to destroy them
and i cant even finish that
im scared and traped
what have i done
why didnt i run
what the hell was i thinking
making your heart break
yet again i take
take and take
for lies sake
it makes me sick
this cowardice i commit
damnit
i thought i was stronger then this
mabey that was the mask
mabey im still stuck in the past
mabey this truth cant last
fire burn me
i dont have your strength
wolf scorn me
i don have your loyalty
man ignor me
for i can never be complet
i wore the mask so long
i forgot how to be strong
yet again i have to strugle on
yet again the winter comes
yet again my world comes undone
yet again the lies have won
yet again
   yet again
       yet again
IM DONE